Everythings changing

People are leaving. Soon new people will be in my life. Fun times!

Time really does bring change…

Next Saturday i’ll be driving down to Bournemouth to take all of my possessions.. well the ones i’ll need over the next year… to the flat that i will be staying in for the next year of university.

This is really exciting and i honestly can’t wait! I’m literally counting down the days till i’m there! However i find myself scared and really nervous each time i think of the concept of finally moving to be on my own.. after all i’ve lived in the houses we own with my family for my whole life… so it’ll be kinda weird.. but i think i’ll be fine. I mean it’s not so much a whole flat to myself as it is a big block of student flats with each containing 5 people.. 5 people who i don’t know yet! Which also scares me slightly…

It’s weird that the people i’m going to be living with for the next year are people i don’t know and won’t know until the day i arrive… i think this scares me slightly with the knowledge of how mixed this can go.. for example Laura whenever i speak to her, loves her flat and her flatmates at uni… Ian on the other hand this year seemed mixed with his flatmate and how they got on =/ Hopefully i’ll be fine with them all though!

The first night in Bournemouth i’ve already been asked out to a beach party with my friend Ashleigh who is at the Chiropractic part of the university.. and since my freshers doesnt start till the 20th i told her i’d go down =) Will see if any of these mystery people wish to come down!

Now onto the topic of the blog. Time has always been something that never phased me… always with my future i’ve known whats happening, where i’m going when i’m doing whatever etc… and as anyone like Dave, Mhazz or others will know.. i can have a mini mental breakdown the second i don’t know what’s happening or what to do. Apparently you can see the point i die upon being told to just take it as it comes…

Anyway this summer has been heaps like that… results, sitc, and now university- the biggest black hole of them all… I guess in the end though uni and my future here on is what i make of it and this is the point i get full grasp over my life… The times when i knew what was happening it was all set in stone… School, you just go to the next year, and then to College… Sailing i just go and go and go till i get better and race more and more. Even work is the same.. i know it’ll be the same each time..  Time to take control and make these next 3 years bring a good change i guess….

Another big change that has come in time is one that i remained ignorant to until yesterday when i posted a vlog. Me, Sam and Dan are now in seperate locations which makes the little filming we did as it was even harder to do… this forced me to think hard about new directions to take the channel… something i hope to be able to start working on in October… until then i’m going to take advantage of the last few scripts i wrote and try to get them nailed.

Thatsnotracist.com

Some strange blog decides to knock Sammy about her barbie prom box thing anonymously… She finds it today and gets a little worked up… 

Link: http://www.thatsnotracist.com/?p=34

I look at it and just see it as some idiots on the internet trying to be funny, and from the looks of it, how this “Sami” person posts and the admin supports them when in the comments someone called “Leah” actually defends the post.. its just a bunch of pricks trying to be funny but failing by miles… I mean that can be shown with how the website hasnt been used for blogs since July and its now september.. apparently people werent buying into their prickish posts.

 

What bugs me about this is how the person does it hiding behind an anonymous shroud… anything i post. Such as this, is far from that. This blog leads to my youtube, my twitter, etc people can see i’m an 18 year old boy typing a blog post… whereas with things like this… its just cowardice. Which is why i guess i’ve always hated blogs like this.. It’s like that Youtube one someone made months ago that slated Alex, Becky, Charlie and many others… its just all stupid and makes me wonder why people sit at home doing this when theres a world out there to be exploring and enjoying… equally if they dont want to get out theres a lot of other things on the internet to take their time other than being anonymous pricks.

I notice on this post there are two diggs and two people commenting to slate the person defending my sister… whats the bet the digged their own stuff? Dicks.