16/11/2009

Last night i had a weird dream. Made weirder as the wind made my door blow as if someone was trying it… I ended up not being able to sleep so wrote it down to remember it

In my dream loads of people were being taken through some processing halls clueless to what we were doing. We were then handed a whistle, a army drinks cannister and some bits of straw. On walking through to the main area i was talking with someone who i dont even know… but in the dream they were apparently a good friend of mine. I said i didnt want to be in the army and that i heard people would die at the war… and got told that there was no going back.

I went back to a desk with a man who had trouble saying the word dyslexia to the boy in front of me.. who was apparently dyslexic. Anyway i chat to him, he tells me i cant leave and gives me more straws. I then turn my back walk off and throw a straw right into his eye.. and run out the door.

I make a run and suddenly the corridoor im running through shifts to my house and i’m looking for a friend of mine who is apparently hiding out there. I then learn that im now a wanted enemy of some new world order and am being hunted down for exposing plots to reduce population with a fake war…

Then theres a knocking at the door and im scared in my dream because i know im surrounded. Then the wind blows my door in the real world and wakes me upt o this knocking… but the way it was knocking was as if someone was there… it was so real. I actually froze for a few minutes, then as it came again i got out of bed and checked under the door.

There ws a shadow and a dark patch of something outside my door. I found myself frozen and not knowing what to do.. at this point i didnt know the lounge window was open sending wind down the corridoor… i thought there was genuinally someone out there .. Considered grabbing the phone and trying security but i didnt want to get someone up over something silly so just ended up opening my door with a umbrella in my hand to find a hoover there… I don’t know why it was even outside my door… Anyhow a gust of wind blasts by me as i go to grab it and i realise the kitchen has open windows and is affecting the doors so shut them all and goto bed happy.
Then my door bangs again. I don’t know what it was that time… i just stayed in bed and ignored it.. but i didnt have any more knocking after it. Not any that i was aware of at least.
Today i spent much of my day working on my website… these can be seen on my course twitter http://www.twitter.com/tomprodinc and blog http://www.tomprodinc.blogspot.com

I’ll be updating them tonioght with stuff on the finished website ready for my presentation tomorrow… it only has to be three minutes long so im all fine with it! =) Would appreciate some feedback once the blogs up later.
Today i found myself reflecting a bit on me… more than normally.

There are times when things are want or like or aspire for are possible for me to get. There are also times when i get signals wrong or get a whole thing wrong and go head first and fuck up. Then there are the times when i genuinally have a shot at stuff but find im scared, and hold back. It’s mixed. I’m fully ready to go and tackle most things, but then when i actually really need to be ready… i’m not.

I hate mental walls. MORE THAN ANYTHING.

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About Tom Burns
I'm an online blogger currently living on the South Coast of England where I study Interactive Media at university and practice as a Freelance interactive designer. In my free time I write reviews, and share my thoughts through a range of social media outlets such as Twitter, Wordpress, and YouTube, where I am an accomplished video blogger with a subscriber-base of 11,000 and over a million total video views. As you can probably gather.. much of my focus is in the realm of Social Media, an area I hope to one day end up in!

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